Feeling inspired

2038-01-19T03:14:07Z

Seems all we do is inspire eachother. After reading a couple of good (as in very decent in literary terms) entry, all I wanna do is create my own. Plus, it has been forever since I updated.

To start off, last night I went to show being headlined by Ludacris. The only person that will appreciate that besides lover-of-mine is Tara. Who already knows that I went because I hella sent her a text telling her it was the best ever when he got on stage. This is the first show I've ever been to that's all rap/hip-hop acts. And let me tell you is fuckin' beats the local hardcore shows out of the water! Sorry guys, as much as I loved HRE shows, it was wayyy too clicky for me. The only times I had fun was when I was with Tara or Jason (before shit went down....why do boys have to fall in love with me when I so clearly am not that interested in them? Or maybe...I'm just too flirty. So Banger says and so he is correct. Needs fixin', I tell ya) and even then, with Jason it was all awkward cuz all his friends were only interested in me because he liked me and with Tara we were just actin' like fools cuz we felt slightly out of place. Even when I went to see the Plot and the Locust and all those crazy fashionxcore bands...it was really fun...less clicky...but, honestly...people take themselves wayy too seriously in that scene. Now that I've experienced a 'warmer' environment...I'm hooked. And I don't plan on going to anymore of 'my' kind of shows unless it's the Locust (cuz you know that Justin Pearson is the shit and I must watch him be a bug and do that bass thang...remember the locker pic? Madame kept telling me to put it away!). So, I all-around felt out of place but felt potential to not feel out of place and had a blast anyways...even by my lonesome.

Moving on...Tara: I went to see Marie Antoinette on Friday night...have you seen it yet? I know if we'd be around eachother we woulda gone cuz you know...gotta represent the all girl french class from junior year. God, that seems forever ago.

Somehow around the 4th I have to hang with my mama and stepdad when they come down (leavin' the 2nd), then the third go to see my baby (<3) until the fifth, then in the early morning of the 6th drive my grandpa to the airport so HE can go to San Diego. That's a lot of trips to TPA and too much to cover up. I will have to call in on that friday so I can get to him early in the day, then make up an excuse to my grandma as to why I'm not going to to church that sunday nor being there that saturday nor stay the night sunday. Gosh...I suppose I could have Melinda cover for me? Her and I will talk about it...she will be excited to have the weekend to herself, I know.

Well...I would blabber about this relationship of mine that is so wonderful and continues to flourish like hibiscus bushes and shit...but....I have to go to the bank then do lots of cleaning/laundry that I've been putting off.

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Feeling inspired