You promised me you wouldn't stay
Well, in five weeks I'll be moving to Lawrence. And I've realized that I don't want to be more than friends with Adam anymore. We're too different in some very important points of view. Like religion. And he just keeps pushing it. I mean, it made me realize some other things. I like being just friends with him better. Getting caught up in emotions is complicating things and I don't like that. Plus, lately all I do is avoid him. Ever since I started talking to Shawn on the phone and texts. I think I have a crush on him. Which is absolutely ridiculous. We talked for 45 minutes last night. It's so weird cuz I totally thought he hated me. And suddenly we're buds. It is so weird.
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mistresscindy) wrote,
curious
