Current mood:	complacent
Current music:	You Make It Easy by Air

I feel kinda sick...
I ate a lot tonight. I had three servings of lasagna and a popsicle. I'm such a pig. And Dad and I watched Rumor Has It.... It was pretty good, actually. I can't wait to make Adam watch chick flicks. It's gonna be funny. In fact, after what he pulled tonight...I really, really will relish horrifying him. He totally sent me this subliminal message little movie thing from Albino Blacksheep. It scared the living hell out of me! I mean, I still have the extremely heavy, scared, i-can't-breathe feeling in my chest. Ugh! I hate that. And Shawn was over when I called to complain about how badly he scared me and then I just got more and more pissed and he's like well if you aren't going to talk then i'm going to talk to shawn. So i'm like FINE. and i hung up. And I'm still pissed. And I'm just not going to talk to him for a couple of days. HE can fecking call me. So there.

On a lighter note (maybe not for some of you, but...I'm sorry) as of August 29th of this year, I will officially be living in Kansas. I'm not even going back to Duluth to grab my crap. I'm just going. And I'll get my crap some other time. I have everything I need. Adam will give me a bed and a tv and I have the old computer that Adam will make better and he'll give me a monitor. I'll be just fine. I think it will be kind of hard at times. Like the moments where I'm sitting in my apartment all alone and I realize I haven't talked to my mom in a month or two. Part of me wants to call her, but also I want to wait for her to be ready to not be angry at me. Sometimes when I think about it, I want to cry. Like right now. If I were alone, I would. I need a great, big hug. I can get what I need emotionally from Adam. Here, it isn't the same.