Current location:	DULL-LOOT
Current mood:	creative

Oh pish posh
So, I'm watching Playmania and it is totally sucking because Shandi is hosting and Mel isn't. Mel is the shit. Shandi IS shit. Like woah! She's got like no eyes and she's a complete idiot. I think they should have Mel or find someone else to host. Shandi should stick to looking pretty and making silly comments with Chuck on Lingo. She just sits there and looks cute. Oh and I'm damn good. This game they're playing called Alpha bucks which is like hangman/wheel of fortune minus the wheel and there were three letters guessed and six up on the board and I know what it is. I am so DAMN GOOD. It's Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. I wish I were watching this with Adam. He'd be so impressed. And we're such losers.
Anyhoo, today was my last day of high school. We got to smoke cigars and stuff. It was awesome. So, big change of plans regarding next year as long as Paul doesn't mind my moving into his house in Lawrence. I really hope it isn't a big deal. I just know I'm going to get rejected. Maybe I should just wait until after I visit. The thing is I don't really want to like bring all my shite down with me for a week trip and not end up staying there. I really don't know what to do. I guess I didn't really think about the fact that the whole thing had to be approved by Paul. It's kind of nerve-wracking. I mean, if I were him I'd say no way. Sucky, but realistic. I hate the idea of staying here any longer. I'm literally suffocating here. Literally. I can't take it anymore.

And I can't take writing or thinking about that especially when I just sent an email to Shandi and hopefully they'll air it. That would be freaking awesome. Ahh! I'm nervous!!! Ahhh!